60 PTSD Symptoms Gone

Updated: Aug 2

This is my list of 60 PTSD symptoms I lived with for over 20 years, but God healed me completely in one radical encounter. If he did it for me, he can do it for you.

I tried everything to heal. I searched for answers and relief to this long list of trauma symptoms everywhere, but nothing was able to remove the mountain of pain that rested upon me. Until I gave my life to Jesus and everything changed. Instead of trying to "be strong and carry on" as the world told me to do, I crumbled up into a little ball and cried out to God, "HELP!" Many times I beat my chest and cried furious tears of shame and despair screaming, "Jesus, fix my life!" And He did.

I am completely healed from PTSD. I am 100% free from:

  1. dysmorphia

  2. eating disorder / food addiction

  3. panic attacks

  4. inability to feel safe in public

  5. nightmares & flashbacks

  6. massive mood swings

  7. emotional disregulation

  8. sleep disorders / sleep phobia

  9. suicidal thoughts

  10. forgetting how to smile

  11. controlled / tense facial expressions

  12. discomfort sitting down

  13. body hatred

  14. dissociation / leaving my body

  15. self-harm

  16. sabotaging good relationships

  17. feeling like I'm "out of control"

  18. feeling like I'm "not normal"

  19. hyper-awareness of my body and limbs

  20. extreme sensitivity (emotional and physical)

  21. rage / anger outbursts / violence

  22. fits of uncontrolled crying

  23. stolen innocence / stolen virginity

  24. fertility + hormonal issues

  25. strong dislike of men

  26. gender confusion / same sex tendencies

  27. paranoia

  28. fear of abandonment

  29. extreme loneliness / emptiness / despair

  30. feeling like I'm suffocating or drowning

  31. not being "at home" or "at ease" in my body

  32. reckless risk taking that endangers my life or health

  33. fear of confinement and small spaces / feeling like I'm being confined

  34. apathy / numbness

  35. depression

  36. triggers

  37. actual physical injury from being abused (specifically back issues, misalignments, pain, etc.)

  38. feeling "gross" or "slimy" inside

  39. casuality with sex

  40. unforgiveness / hardness of heart / bitterness / resentment

  41. ongoing fear of death or sensing impending doom

  42. body weight issues (can't put on or lose weight)

  43. chronic illness

  44. medical mysteries

  45. inability to think or plan long term

  46. inability to handle surprise or spontaneity well / trouble with moment to moment transitions

  47. sexual dysfunction / feeling broken sexually

  48. aversion to touch or intimacy

  49. trust issues / inability to soften guard even when I want to

  50. hormonal issues / period problems / issues with reproductive organs / acne

  51. trouble with boundaries (setting my own and respecting others')

  52. constant anxiety

  53. feeling like I don't have a voice

  54. throat problems / vocal issues

  55. digestion issues

  56. substance abuse

  57. focus issues

  58. memory problems

  59. obsessive control issues

  60. physical ticks, uncontrolled movements that feel like I have to do them (ie: scratching, tapping, adjusting, cracking, moving around, etc.)

I didn't get healed because I earned it. I got healed because I gave God permission to come into my being and move things around. His spirit is part of my spirit now and it removed all the darkness, turmoil, and mess from my abuse.

If God could heal me, he can heal you. No matter what you’ve gone through or what you might still be facing today, God‘s power is enough to change the tides of your trauma into complete serenity so you're no longer tormented by waves of pain.

The only thing you have to do is cry out to Him. You actually have to raise your voice and speak to God out loud because the spiritual realm works through verbal agreements. Sure, God knows your thoughts, but unless you agree to let him into your process he's not going to override your free will. So do it! Invite him in like I did and everything will change. "Jesus, I give you my life."

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