Updated: Jun 18
I stumbled into the most radical healing ever created for trauma survivor after 10 years of searching for the truth -- now nothing is the same.
Everything on this list is a symptom I no longer have. When I say I'm set free from PTSD, I literally mean that I DO NOT STRUGGLE WITH ANY OF THIS anymore. I didn't earn my healing, I didn't pay for it, it's not a favor I owe back to anyone. It was a free gift given to me by God, which was just the beginning of his formal apology to me after I went through so much. Read the story of how it happened.
I am 100% free from:
eating disorder / food addiction
inability to feel safe in public
nightmares & flashbacks
massive mood swings
sleep disorders / sleep phobia
forgetting how to smile
controlled / tense facial expressions
discomfort sitting down
dissociation / leaving my body
sabotaging good relationships
feeling like I'm "out of control"
feeling like I'm "not normal"
hyper-awareness of my body and limbs
extreme sensitivity (emotional and physical)
rage / anger outbursts / violence
fits of uncontrolled crying
stolen innocence / stolen virginity
fertility + hormonal issues
strong dislike of men
gender confusion / same sex tendencies
fear of abandonment
extreme loneliness / emptiness / despair
feeling like I'm suffocating or drowning
not being "at home" or "at ease" in my body
reckless risk taking that endangers my life or health
fear of confinement and small spaces / feeling like I'm being confined
apathy / numbness
actual physical injury from being abused (specifically back issues, misalignments, pain, etc.)
feeling "gross" or "slimy" inside
casuality with sex
unforgiveness / hardness of heart / bitterness / resentment
ongoing fear of death or sensing impending doom
body weight issues (can't put on or lose weight)
inability to think or plan long term
inability to handle surprise or spontaneity well / trouble with moment to moment transitions
sexual dysfunction / feeling broken sexually
aversion to touch or intimacy
trust issues / inability to soften guard even when I want to
hormonal issues / period problems / issues with reproductive organs / acne
trouble with boundaries (setting my own and respecting others')
feeling like I don't have a voice
throat problems / vocal issues
obsessive control issues
physical ticks, uncontrolled movements that feel like I have to do them (ie: scratching, tapping, adjusting, cracking, moving around, etc.)
If you're struggling with anything trauma-related that is on this list, please know that there is not a miracle shortage in heaven. You have access to the same radical healing that came to me simply because now you know it exists and you can ask for it.
Treat this list like an all-you-can-eat buffet of healing miracles available to you. Don't let stubborn pain hide behind your fear to ask for a breakthrough from God himself. If you need freedom, ASK GOD FOR IT. I simply prayed, 'Jesus, please fix my life,' and he did the rest. It only took me 10 years of trying to heal on my own -- how long have you been waiting? How much longer will you wait?
It is your divine destiny to live trauma-free.